Current mood:	peaceful
Current music:	Thunderstorms and Raindrops

Jeff
Look, I waited this long to post anything about this because I was not sure how to express what I feel without sounding like an ass. The conclusion I came to is that I want to remember Jeff but don't care if I sound like an ass to you all. If you know me well you will understand what I am saying and if not then you will probably jump to a conclusion that is in fact incorrect most probably.

I have chatted with Jeff online for years. We never met in person although there was an interest in doing so. A few months ago I took Jeff off my lj friends list. I did not do this because he was bad, boring, or posted too many big pics without cuts. I did that because he made a choice not to use live journal in a dramatic goodbye cruel journal kind of way. I am not real big on fishing...

Jeff and I continued to chat though obviously when he began his health battle I was left out of the circle not by choice but by neccessity. I followed his illness closely via castro.

That all being said I will miss you Jeff. You fought an evil war never losing your bravery. I will not cry for you however. My tears are for myself and those that will also miss you. My spiritual beliefs are such that I believe that this was the plan from the begining and simply your destiny is complete for this phase of your life. I will remember you fondly but not sadly as your passing was not in vein nor is anyones.

Blessed Be